Don't feel to bad my friend, the only reason I'm here is because a condom broke. It was "New Years eve" 1948. I was born Oct. 1, 1949 so do the math.
My truth is, I believe in reincaration so....on some level I picked my parents. Like maybe you did too.
Everything happens for a reason......you mission (if you choose to except) is to find out why you did.